Learning To Fail

Learning To Fail

Today was the day

The worst day of my life

You're content to hurt me

For reasons I know not why

The cost of living in misery

Is set at an all time high

I try and stay ahead and

Live close to the surface at night

I'm learning to fail

I can hardly breath

When I'm going to die

There is no need to worry about me

Try and die at home

You say you can't see me

I don't want to know what you know

It should have been me

Can you be with me

Or was that another one of your lies?

He doesn't love you like I do

And you will never know why

You can change your clothes and hair

But I will never change my mind

I know I am uninvited

So now I can die at peace

The words scream in my head

Why did you have to leave?

These dreams won't stop

As I watch you and him

Wondering what could have been

It should have been us